God is Amazing!!!

So, I know I left a lot of question marks in your brains after my last post, and I do thank you for your prayers. They worked. I know it is "wrong?" to ask God for signs. But I did. And he gave them to me. I will quickly outline the last few days.

Will was back in his cycle, and playing games and being manipulative.

I had enough, and knew I had to speak frankly with Will about my feelings, and be willing to leave the relationship if he could or would not hear me. I prayed and told God that when I went to talk to Will on Saturday, if he did as he usually did (blame and manipulate) then I was going to tell Will we needed to divorce. If, however, he acted in a calm, civilized manner, and listened to me, then I would know that God did not wish for me to leave.

The next day, Will called me at work. He was calm. He was rational. He wanted to talk. We did. He listened to me and did not blame or manipulate. I didn't leave him.

Things are not perfect, nor do I ever expect them to be, but I am grateful I have a God who hears me and cares about me.

Thanks for your prayers.

Love, Tonja