Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Abbe's 5th Grade graduation and some pics


Below is the video of Abbe graduation from MCCS.






This is a picture of the 13 5th graders. Only 7 of them were there
since Kindegarten.


Abbe and her best friends: Jackie, Hunter and Cat.



A nice close up of my Luke.




Issa on the lifeguard chair at the zoo.



Emma, kneeling in the sand.


Thursday, June 2, 2011

Letting go

Children are Like Kites

You spend a lifetime trying to get them off the ground.
You run with them until you are both breathless.
They crash. They hit the rooftop.
You patch and comfort, adjust and teach.
You watch them lifted by the wind and assure them that
someday, they will fly.
Finally, they are airborne;
They need more string and you keep letting it out;
But with each twist of the ball of twine,
There is a sadness that goes with joy.
The kite becomes more distant and you know it won't be long before that
beautiful creature will snap the lifeline that binds you two together and
will soar, free and alone.
Only then do you know that you did your job.

by Erma Bombeck

Monday, May 23, 2011

THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!

Why God is so good to me, I do not know. I PASSED MATH! I got a C! I have NEVER been so excited about a C before, but I am ECSTATIC about this one! I do not EVER, EVER, EVER have to take algebra again! YAHOOOOOOO!!!!!! I am sooooo happy about this, I can hardly contain myself. I had a solid C semester. Nothing to write home about. Nothing I am proud of. But, I passed even though I was completely burned out and apathetic. I know after having a summer off I will be ready to hit the books full throttle come Fall. Passing has completely re-invigorated me. Shwew! I am so happy and relieved. : )

Tonja

Friday, May 13, 2011

:/

Well, it is official. I have lost it. I mean, like, for real. I think I have had a real live honest to goodness mini nervous breakdown. I cannot handle this anymore. Thankfully, I don't have to for a while. I did not have a good semester. I am almost positive I got a D in algebra, and that means I have to take it again. grrrrr! I don't have the time nor the money for that. I am a math IDIOT I tell you, and it is so frustrating, because I feel like I am an intelligent, capable woman who can do anything I put my mind to. But apparently that does not include math. I really didn't do well in any of the classes I had the second part of the semester. I don't know. I kind of stopped caring and I HATE that! I am feeling very discouraged. Like I should just cut my losses and move on with my tail between my legs. I am so stressed, I just don't even know what to do. No school for 3 months, (at least). That should help. I hope. I am done. No more school. I should feel JUBILANT. But I feel like going in a dark room and BAWLING my eyes out. And SCREAMING until I can't anymore. I am feeling disillusioned, and SO MAD at myself for being such a loser. I should be able to do this, WELL. I should. But I can't. and I hate that.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Contentment

I am feeling so oddly happy and content today. I am not sure why. It is cloudy but I see beauty in it. My car cost a lot of money to fix, but I am happy that it is fixed. I wish I knew what has caused this. I love feeling this way...I love this outlook I have on life. I want it to stay this way! It should be something I have control of, but somehow, I think I don't. I feel a little bit like I am looking at the world through Jesus' eyes, and I like it!

Does this post sound like I am on some heavy drugs? Does it sound sarcastic? It isn't. I am honestly, earnestly feeling this way. : )

Tonja

Friday, April 1, 2011

My Kids


Aren't they just the best?
I love this picture. I had to work and Issa and Emma brought Abbe and Luke to the zoo. They must have asked someone to take this picture, and I am so glad they did. I just love this picture.

I am feeling so blessed.

Tonja

Wednesday, January 26, 2011



This is a video of Abbe and the MCCS 5th Grade Basketball team. : )

Tonja